...Leap Further

 

 

I realize that I am stalling.  Sofar I am okay with that.  I ask your patience.  I have yet not risked myself by delving into some deeply personal topic.   I find I am not ready to leap further.  This blog itself represents a major step for me.  I am a true introvert; so comfortable with that part of myself and my nature that I feel very little need to step out into the light and show the inside out.  Those of you who read this and actually have a connection with the me who is may not even have realized that this internal divergence is there.  It isn't like I have an alter-ego or anything, it's not that interesting or diabolical.  I am a private person, I keep a lot in and when I let it out I know I seem too solemn, too intense.  I think this outlet will help.  This tipping over into a pool of  anonymity where I could be just about anyone may help to kick my self out into the light so I don't take it all so seriously.  But before I let myself go too far forward, it seems that I must "Go back a little..."